evanescence of memory

at one point, the feelings, all of it will fade away.. it will

feelings,, the sadness, happiness, overwhelm,, bla3,,
at one point, after a certain period of time, everything gonna fade away,
like a painted color on a wall, gradually losing its cheery touch.

as the friend told me this, as the friend repeating this theory,
over and over,
my inner stubborn self keep on shouting
"no! it wont!"
"no! it will stay!"
"no!i wont, i cant let them go!"

you know, at that time,
that inner stubborn self had already forgot thousands happiness, thousands irritating moment..
surely the memory stay,
but reminiscing it over time,
the feelings change.. it's fading away..

the vivid rainbow had changed into a list of black and white shades.

you know..
eventually,, the sadness became happiness..
eventually.. the happiness became..well.. heart throbbing memory that you wish it shouldn't happen..
eventually.. green leaf turns yellow..

with time...

be strong,,
with time, everything gonna be fine.