Runsing katanya.

Boleh tak kalau kehadiran tu tak menganggu?
Boleh tak kalau kehilangan tu dibiarkan ja?
Tanya hati, tanya diri, mana pergi semangat yang konon hendak melindungi.

nahh, nothing.

the needs to scream out loud, for what? for whom? for self satisfaction? is it worth? is it really?

the more trying to know own soul, own heart, why does everything seems out of place? or maybe that's just who you were, the you who you didn't realize about, the you that you never wants to know.

maybe sometimes it's good to just bulldoze every single thing... cause your mind is a mess, your way of thinking is haywire. .... oh, it's a mess just because it violate 'normal' way of settling thing.

just a mess. a rubbish thought.