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Sekadar jasad.
Bernama,namun sekadar jasad.
Dibilang ada, namun sekadar jasad.
jasad di hulu, mungkin nafasnya di hilir.

Eh penat. K. End.

Runsing katanya.

Boleh tak kalau kehadiran tu tak menganggu?
Boleh tak kalau kehilangan tu dibiarkan ja?
Tanya hati, tanya diri, mana pergi semangat yang konon hendak melindungi.

nahh, nothing.

the needs to scream out loud, for what? for whom? for self satisfaction? is it worth? is it really?

the more trying to know own soul, own heart, why does everything seems out of place? or maybe that's just who you were, the you who you didn't realize about, the you that you never wants to know.

maybe sometimes it's good to just bulldoze every single thing... cause your mind is a mess, your way of thinking is haywire. .... oh, it's a mess just because it violate 'normal' way of settling thing.

just a mess. a rubbish thought.

Mencari kesyukuran

Ceritera gerimis.
Dibaca tika hujan renyai, emm, mungkin sedikit.lebat.
indahnya syukur dalam segala hal.
Indahnya syukur dalam perihal kecil yang kadang lalai untuk dihayati, perihal kecil yang jarang dipandang.

Tak pergi

Bukan kerana ianya memori,
Tapi kerana perasaan yang dihadirkan bersama tu yang sengaja diikat lagi. Sendiri-sendiri mengikat diri.

Mungkin, kalau perasaan lalu dpat diterbitkan dalam suasana lain,
Yang lalu boleh bergegas pergi. Mungkin.

The imaginary hurt

There's one little teeeny tiiiny little thing,

One simple thing,

Not supposed to be hurt by that,

But well, fragile heart is asking to feel it,

feel the imaginary distrust.

And so, 'that's enough' drama awaken,

And silly fragile heart continue to be hurt for a month...

Or two...

well,could be three...

depends.