#random

it's like, *puffff* random thingy flying , swaying hitting this pitiful mind.

#dreams

In every dream, nope, in most of my dreams, there will be one problem.

Similar problems, or more precisely, a hint.

A hint that sometimes helps in differentiates reality from action-based dreams.

That similar condition (hint) faced during the dream would always put me in trouble.

Inside.Every.Dreams.

Reality checks are the secret weapon of those who tend towards spontaneous Dream Initiated Lucid Dreams (DILDs). That's a fancy way of saying: you're dreaming, then you realize you're dreaming. You become lucid.

http://www.world-of-lucid-dreaming.com/easy-lucid-dreaming.html

Lucid Dream. (had just read a little bout it...) If you know you are dreaming, congrats,

with experience and some kind of mental power, we can manipulate our dreams.

Sounds too fantasy eyy... not that I do believe that information,

but it seriously happened multiple timess! and! oh-so-called lucid dream is awesome!

I have experienced flying, throwing kamehameha, parkour, squeezing hard the eyes to teleport, running fast as sonic the hedgehog while bulldozing buildings, ahhhh.. what else... oh,coding first if wanna wake up...

would be nice if everyone realize their hint, become lucid. heh.

#what-are-we

Too many things had been given to us, the slave, by The Creator.

Too many little things that sometimes we neglect about, throw it away. 

Too many obvious things given that supposedly make us grateful.

Where do we stand right now?

#anger

firstly, someone do something.

then, you feel hurt.

and anger the red (insert inside out anger scream..) control the feeling controller (?).

should you lash out?

screaming hard?

or just keep silent hoping others realize their(or is it yours?) mistakes?

don't feed that emotion. try.

at first, heart may try to burst out, pour its content, so that others can know, kneeling, heartily seeking forgiveness,

well, that feeling is real at that moment.

but, as time passes by, the anger is gone. it should be.

it's normal to feel angry, but it's not if you try to solve everything with raging heart. it isn't.

"you're not in the right mind".

if you feed that anger, diligently yelling, heh, so, what comes out next?

after all the anger release, what will be?

will the loves gone?

will there be love left?

is it worth?

be cool, keep calm, then think.

oh, but sometimes, anger could be a source of successful life... it does... well, sometimes...

.k.malas dah.

#random

unconsciously conscious comparing others to self.

get lost.

Salah anak eh

Macam tunjuk coklat warna warni ke budak budak.
Budak merengek, 'nakkkk nakkkkk'.
Mak ayah marah, jangan merengek, tak boleh coklat, tak boleh.
Anak guling guling atas lantai, 'nak jugakkkk nakkkkk'.
Mak ayah marah anak, 'jangan mengada, jangan nangis'
Mak ayah tunjuk coklat warna warni banyak banyak lagi.
Mak ayah tunjuk sekali dengan mainan besar besar.

Salah budak budak lagi?
Tolong la.

#sekali tertulis, terus menulis

Pilihan di tangan anda

Satu buku terperosok di bawah almari.
Tangan mengambil.
Mata membaca helaian pertama...kedua... ketiga
Hati makin berat, perit, takut.

Helaian keempat...teruskan membaca atau...?

Dan aku pilih untuk menutup buku.
Takut pada realiti yang sepatutnya dihadap.
Realiti yang sudah berlaku tapi perlukan mata ini terbuka, hati ini gagah terima.
Nak cuba berpegang pada silam yang bahagianya terselit penipuan,
Yang cerianya bermuka-muka,
Tutup yang perit, cuba pegang pada indahnya penipuan,
Jalan cerita si penakut.

Tak salah untuk terus membaca.
Hati yang kental, yang kuat semangat cuba menggapai semua hitam kelabu putih yang berlaku.
Kuatnya.
Yang hitam berdaki boleh disental dakinya,
Yang putih suci boleh diambil simpan,jaga,pelihara,
Yang kelabu boleh cepat cepat diwarnakan putih, selamatkan walau setitik yang ada,
Untungnya, busuk isi buah boleh dibuang, yang elok isinya masih boleh mengenyangkan,
Jalan cerita si gagah.

Yang takut, yang gagah.
Ada masanya, si penakut diperlukan,
Ada masanya, si gagah diperlukan
Ya,
Pilihan di tangan anda.

Masih. Selamat.

Dalam banyak-banyak hari, yang tak berapa betul dilukis diwarna dicontiang elok. Heh.

Hari lain yang tersimpan, jangan risau, masih banyak yang bersinar.

Masih. Bersinar.

The drama kembali.

"Move on", "life goes on", "past is past, you can do nothing", that's not the end"

Mudah untuk diluahkan, namun sukar untuk seketul hati yang entah dijerat apetah. Tak salah mengungkapkan kata semangat, kata yang membuatkan sinar esok kembali berpelangi. Adakalanya, hati yang berpaut pada dahan lalu, menganggu konsentrasi minda yang goyah mengelak batu-batu dugaan, menyusun bata-bata pilihan. Heh, multi-tasking la kata.

Eh sudah.

Ditanya hati,.mengapa tidak pergi,
Diam si hati, monyok rupanya.
Ada lagi soalan tersimpan ya.

Katanya tak tahu apa benar atau tidak itu yang mengikat erat, bersimpul mati. Heh.
Tak larat menjegil merungkai tali persoalan, gunting kan ada? Pisau pun ada. Gergaji ada, golok pun ada.

Entah wujud entah tak persoalannya. Almaklumlah kuat berdrama, semut salam semut pun boleh dibuat cerita, pilih saja genre, boleh saja jadinya.

Merapu-rapu cerita,heh. Dan mungkin persoalan kembali disimpan, dimangga kemas. Kalau disoal, ah,tak payah berkalau, jawapannya tak akan.

#Kawan. Hai kawan.